Girl's Biggest Lies Ever~

• Never mind I find someone like you...haha...the truth is there no one like you & please don't go!
• It's OK, I'm fine.Thank you.....Sebenarnya,I'm not OK YOU KNOW!!! Do you have any tissues?, I want to cry now!
• Yeahhh, I like being single..There so much freedom you know.....But inside, FOREVER ALONE K! Always waiting...Please don't lie!ahaa
• Like Aiswarya Rai statement "I don't care being fat'' LIE!LIE!,LIE!...Truth is every woman work harder to looks as thin as possible & hate looks fat..If not why Slimming World became so popular???
• I am so busy with lots of things to do.#Leave me alone k!...Tapi sebenarnyaa, facebooking,layan cita korea je keja...haaha..

#tobecontinued due to lots of assignment to do..

Passion VS Knowledge

Kadang-kadang aku tertanya-tanya jugak kenapa aku selalu dapat sesuatu yang bukan passion aku..

Aku memang dah dapat aliran sastera yang macam aku nak...tapi planning...huhuh...aku tak pernah terfikir pun pasal kos ni...

Aku kadang-kadang rasa cam nak tukar kos jugak la sebub aku fikir ni bukan lah passion aku..

Serius ni bukanlah benda yang aku impikan...Aku lebih berminat untuk belajar tentang human feeling,literature,penulisan,international relation, etc...

Tapi bila aku berhenti berfikir sejenak dan rewind balik life aku for the past 10 years...

Aku ingat balik selama ni aku tak pernah pun belajar benda yang aku suka...

Aku still ingat lagi lepas PMR, aku nak masuk sekolah teknik sambung dalam bidang kulinari.. Tapi ayah aku tak bagi.... 

Lepas SPM aku dapat tawaran Asasi Law kt Uitm Shah Alam,aku gembira sangat sebub finally aku dapat jugak escape dari dunia sains especially math... Tapi sekali lagi ayah aku tak bagi jadi aku sambung study kt matrik Kedah... :(
And lepas matrik aku apply sosial sains Psikologi kt UKM, aku memang harap sangat dapat psikologi sebub aku memang berminat nak tahu tentang feeling manusia secara lebih mendalam tapi tak dapat.. :(

 Dan aku dapat kos sosial sains jugak di Unimas...Alhamdullilah...

Kadang-kadang aku rasa jawapan yang aku cari selama ni ada dalam setiap pengalaman yang aku tempuh sepanjang mempelajari benda yg aku tak suka selama ni...

Kekuatan aku ialah aku selalu mendapat perkara yang aku tak suka dan mungkin perkara-perkara yang aku tak suka tu lah telah mengajar aku tentang banyak perkara...

''Sometimes somethings you hate maybe a good things to you rather than somethings you like''

Dan sekarang aku tak nak fikir lagi pasal tukar kos ke apa..Aku nak fokus untuk dapatkan scroll Ijazah dalam masa tiga tahun..Amin..

Mungkin, betullah....

 Everythings Happen for A Reason...Allah won't burden us with something that we cannot bear...

Girl's Aloud~

Ehem,ehem sekarang baru pukul 3 pagi.. Semangat gila aku bangun semata-mata untuk mengupdate belog..hehe..okay entri ni sebenarnya kesinambungan drpd entri mirah : http://perjalanankte.blogspot.com/2012/05/girls-day.html  :))


Sebenarnya, entri belog kali ini paling menarik sebub banyak pics!!!!!..hehe...


Ok,sebenarnya weekend hari tu aku & kawan-kawan sambut Besday kawan kamiii..Sangat best asyek sambut besday orang je sebub besday aku lambat lagi dan AKU MASIH MUDA...hehe...Sangat letih sebenarnya nak plan birthday ni..Tapi at the end of the day, bila tengok semua orang happy & have lots of fun,kita pun akan rasa sangat berbaloi & hepi :).yeahhh :)

Happy Birthday to Qayah, Mira,Tikah & Hani!!!!!!!!!!..

taraaa!..niela kek yang kami design untuk birthday Mak cik Tikah, Tok wan Qayah & Nenek Syamira..Sweeet kannnn kami (fina,shima,mira, hani n me)..hehe

Hah, ni la Birthday's Gurls~~

Dari kiri : Nenek Syamira (21thn), Mak Cik Tikah (20 thn), & Tok Wan Qayah (22 thn)

hani wit her boifrens  <3 <3~~hehehe

Dan,tidak ketinggalan birthday hanii!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3

cake secret recipe choc indulgende yg sgt sedaaaapp yg disponsor by Mr Arep to hani..nyummm3...!!! :)

awwww~~~...so sweeeeet...hehehe

yeahhhh!!!, finally, semua orang hepi & hani pun hepi bersama mr. teddynyaaa!!!!

mission complete!!!!! Alhamdullilah :))

:)

A Bitterness of Reality~

Life get rough, so I need to be tough..

Life get rough, so I need to be tough..

Life get rough, so I need to be tough...

The ideas of being keep holding the pain by yourself, the ideas of not telling the truth just not to hurt someone's feeling, the ideas of telling a lies to make someone else feel worth, the ideas of holding a tears when you heart at pains, the ideas of smile even you're sad, the ideas of not to telling others what disturbing your mind, those IDEAS sometimes would not give any good impact to you or anyone instead of making you felt even more worsen..

Sometimes, we need to be truth, in EVERYTHINGS, there a times where you need to speak out what you really felt..& to hurt someones feeling or making someone feel so bad about themselves wasn't your agenda..Just to speak out what make you feel unease...Only that..

But, in the end....In life, people seemed so hard to accept the bitterness of reality..No doubt, human including me only want to live this life by hearing all the good words & praise..And to be judging or criticising by others would always not be an option...

But, why someone need to judging you??

Does they always be there with you for your whole life?? And knows every details of moment of your lifetime? or hold you up everytimes you fall?

None...

Sometimes your words nor attitude wasn't really reflects who you really are..

You may seemed rude,harsh,selfish but inside you had no bad intention towards human at all & to see everyone happy would always be ones of your biggest pleasure..

And again, of course I not living just yesterday, and I've being living in this world for quite long.. & I've being through a lots of ups and down..But, to see someone just do not know much about you, yet making alots of conclusion sometimes make you feel weird and unhappy..I guess maybe I like to tell people about my lifestory and people assumed they know enough already about who I am for my whole life.. 

But only if they know there still tones of pain, story that I kept silent they must be so sorry..

And for people to judge you from your outer layer or maybe just 10 percent of your wholelife story 

was not a good things to do..

So, to being judge or judge others, to being criticise or criticise others would be an easy things one can do..but in the end.....

No one knows who you are better than yourself ....

p/s :

People may blame you for talking badly about a person at their back & they said why you being so coward & bad person..

But do they ever know why don't you just said what you felt to someone straightly right to their face????...

Because when you tried to tell that, people seemed hard to accept their own reality & blaming you back.. 

and to keep those things by yourself burden you badly....

:))

Imam Ali (a.s.) 7 Rules For Happiness.

thelittlephilosopher:

1. Do not hate anyone, regardless of what wrong they do by you.

2. Do not fret, regardless of the extent of your worries.

 3. Live humbly, regardless of how high your status reaches.

 4. Expect good, regardless of how much trials you accumulate.

 5. Give abundantly, even if you are deprived.

 6. Smile, even if your heart is bleeding.

 7. Do not stop your prayers for your fellow human beings in faith, even in their absence.

:)

You Raise Me Up.

Assalamualaikum & selamat pagi .Ehemm..Sekarang baru pukul 6.45 pagi..Mengantuk gila & nak tido lagi nie..

Tiba-tiba teringat kat mak......Mak selalu pesan  pas subuh jangan tidur rezeki susah nak masuk..huhu..Tiba-tiba rasa macam dah lama tak balik rumah & bergaduh dengan mak & mak akan merepek kat aku tanpa henti siang sampai malam..

Mak,

We used to be so sick with your 'merepek' & mak knows right how much we hate to hear you repeated those same words everyday..Sometimes we wonder how on earth mak never listen to us &  never understand us nor tried to comfort us when we have problems,during our failure times or hardest day instead of continuing to say something to make us felt even more worst & so we choose not to sharing all our problems with mak...Example, if I get a bad result, I know mak will badly 'merepek' to me(non-stop) without realizing how much I've been struggle & how frustrated I am that times. Mak always doing things that makes the rest of us felt so annoying & make us cannot stand anymore like cook for 6 hours everyday, hari raya nak masak over-over,, sidai baju tengah panas, merepek pagi-pagi(kami nak tidur lah)ptg,siang malam,treat us likes a 5 years old kids, etc. It makes hard for all of us to follow what mak said & make us looks alike anak yg jahat..

But, above all things we dislikes about mak. Then,still

'' Mak tak pernah abaikan kami..Mak yang tak pernah biarkan kami semua kelaparan. Mak selalu make sure kami ada makanan untuk dimakan, baju kami semua dibasuh dengan wangi dan mak pantang nampak baldi penuh dengan baju, make sure makanan yg kami makan bersih, tempat tidur kami bebas dari nyamuk(thank you mak yg selalu sembur ridsect pukul 6ptg dlm blik kami), mak yang sgt mengambil berat tentang kebersihan & kesihatan kami semua dari dulu sampai sekarang..Mak selalu stresskan tentang kepentingan kebersihan dalam kehidupan.. Mak yang akan mop lantai everyday, kemas dapur sampai pukul 10 malam everyday tanpa complained. Cat rumah sorang-sorang, tanam pokok bunga keliling rumah, membersihkan kawasan rumah dengan heart & soul,bangun 5 pagi everyday semata-mata nak basuh baju kami,etc.Dan mak buat semua ni selama lebih 20 tahun!.''

 Mak,       

    We sometimes also felt so sorry for mak..Mak that sacrifice more than 20 years of her life to raise us & the most unbelieveable things is mak never REGRET even we never listen to her, we troubling her alots, we always take her advise for granted, we never fulfill her desire. Mak that doesn't care being scold because of us..Mak that really proud with us..Mak that never merajuk even will always turn away from her.. Mak that always remember us in all her prayer & mention us in all her doa.. #A mother that sacrified her job, her whole life for us.Yes!, only to raise us & to see we lives this life meaningful everyday..Thank you.

 :)

A Pleasure Escape

There a times where you find that everythings get suck & you feel like you stuck in the middle of nowhere and the only things remain was your DESIRE...Everytimes you closed your eyes & you can see you stranded in a beautiful island with a handsomeee man or anythings fabulous than that...

When I was still a young kids till now, travelling the world & go to see beautiful places would always be one of my biggest wishlist..There no other things make you felt right instead of finding your own pleasure & go for it..

SO, FIND YOUR OWN PLEASURE NOW..It's never too late to do something that make you feel like worth living~

Someday, I hope I been to all of the places mention abooove..

:)

But, since I still studying & my only financial support was my father, so I guess perhaps I just can keep on continuing dreaming that someday it's going to be REAL. =D

And since I always free & cannot go home,my family  far away, so I start to find my own pleasure instead of  open FACEBOOK everyday & likes all my friends status,,Quite interesting, I start to editing photo..Eventhough, all the photos that I've been edit looked like non-pro at all & silly but I found pleasure on every piece of that...
So who cares, just do what you like even it's a stupid things. At least it's makes you happy!!