Space 4 Myself

Olaaaaaa everyone...hah ptg yg quite membosankan yep..Dari asyek tidoo ja rasanya better update belog.Malas nak update status kat facebook..Entah kenapa tetibe rasa nak hidup secara privacy..Malas dah nak share ttg life dengan orang lain pastu orang komen or likes.Dah mula merasa muak membuat semua itu!.heheh

Oh ya, sebelum terlupa ramai yang selalu tanya ''weh sebub apa hang selalu update beloggg pasal benda-benda sodih jek''..Haa actually well because aku sangat over melayan perasaan..hehe..Tak lah aku just rasa benda yang aku tulis ni feeling yang universal..Everyone somewhere,sometimes,somehow might have been actually experienced this kind of feeling. I am quite sure about that!!..

Ok.sejak kebelakangan ni aku sangat malas nak study!oh no!!, tengok slide 2 minit jek terus mengantuk...Hopefully aku dapat change cepat2 perangai buruk aku ni bcoz FINAL is COMING SOON.& Final will be on June n that month i am going to be very busy with my sister wedding...For no concrete reason or ideas, somehow sem 2 ni aku quite malas study kalau nak dibandingkan dengan sem 1 dulu..Aku rasa laptop,facebook, & latest ; belog antara penyumbang kenapa aku rasa pelajaran menjadi kurang interesting..No!..aku should change this attitude as soon as possible..

Then, nak cerita apa lagi, Hah aku ni spesis manusia yang ada time aku suka dikelilingi org ramai & ada times aku suka bersendiri..n that why la sem 3 nanti maybe Unimas will be kick me out from college & i still not finding any house to rent..Too bad ;(..Actually I've been decided to rent a houses with my friend..Somehow I hopes i can have to stay in a single room..Actually i dont really likes to be in a room with people because I kinda people that really value times of being alone as a times to refresh my mind & be in room with people makes me sometimes hard to breath & suck feeling running into my nerves!!.

Also, because this week I kinda free for the first time after too long from any outingg outside so I've spend my times after watching Ratouteill*ok eja salah,this is french word i guess!,yang citer pasal tikus cutte yg passionate on cooking tu lah..Actually, cita ni dah lama ada dalam laptop aku tapi aku tak pernah berminat untuk tengok pun..Yeah, cita ni seperti biasa ada moral of the story :: If you had a dream, just go for it, no matter how much obstacles you have to went through but do not give up!..

Ha'a that not the end of stori lagi, ok because ak free jugaklah vkend ni ak ada banyak bukak2 belogg yang popular2...yg followernya sampai beribu-riban sgt malulah kalau nak dicompare dgn follower belooog aku yang only 9 org tu..Tapi anyways THANKS A LOT FOR BEING MY FOLLOWER!!yeahhh..patut la ramai follower belog mereka penuh dengan gambar2 tuan2 nya yg sangat fotOgenik ,plus fotogedikkk..o0ppsss..hehe..just kidding..& aku pun terus rasa berkobar-kobarlah nak amik gambar byk2 then show off kt beloggg aku dgn harapan ramai akan jadi follower nanti..Tapi,then aku fikir balik buat apa aku nak follower2 yang ramai actuaally buat apa aku nak impreess kan manusia n bagi manusia likes kt aku...The truth is i dont need people to like me, because the ugly truth is i don't really likes human toO :P..sO Chill la there nOthing tO lOse by being yourself, just dOing what yOu think may right tO yOu withOut trying sO hard tO cOpy Of sOme else attitude!!!

In the end of the day, people would only remember the real you,the ugly you, the clumsiness of u,your flaws n mistakes rather than your fakeness or perfection..

Thank you if you spend some times of your busy day to read my miserable writting..It just makes me glad :)

Life as We Know It~

Assalamualaikum, Happy Jumaat everyone :).. Semoga hari ini membawa keberkatan kepada kita semua =D..Hmmm..entri kali ni aku just nak cerita tentang apa yang aku lihat tentang kehidupan ini selama hampir lebih dari 19 tahun(muda lagi uollls.hehe).Ha'a btw aku lebih selesa bahasakan diri sbg 'AKU'..Sorry sangat ok sebub nampak mcm rude ja bahasakan diri sebagai aku.Tapi aku just rasa pelik kalau guna saya ke akak ke..hehe.


Aku ofkos la bukan ahli falsafah ke aristotle ke apa nak buat teori baru tentang kehidupan ni....Tapi aku just nak share apa yang aku lihat, fikir ,rasa tentang kehidupan ni.

KEHIDUPAN..

Lama sangat rasanya aku amik masa untuk betul2 memahami konsep kehidupan di muka bumi ciptaan Allah yang Maha Esa ini..Macam2 persoalan jugaklah yang selalu terbang-terbang kat kotak fikiran aku nie..

• Kenapa setiap hari kita terpaksa melalui pelbagai cabaran yg sukar.?
• Kenapa perasaan kita selalu berubah-ubah:gembira,sedih,kecewa,sepi.kenapa x stay hepi ja?
• Kenapa kehidupan ni membawa kita pergi jauh dari orang yang kita sayangi?
• Kenapa kita perlu begitu bersusah payah untuk kehidupan yang sementara.

Tapikan xkisahlah sesukar mana pun, we should have faith and believe~

Dear You,

Do forgive me  if I've been too harsh on you. To being honest I also pity to see you fall  by yourself, to see you failed,to see you lost. Seriously, its all make me felt so sick to see you tried so hard for me! . But if you fall don't forget to stand up again n again! if you failed do remember that failure is a mother of success,n if you lost remember that there always someone out there that sincerely willing to guide you. Yep, because of me you had to went through lots of ups & down but please promise me to not lose hopes & confident to faces me everyday.. And I also know because of me you have to go far away from your family, your home, your easy life but I hope you know that it may worth to work hard for me & remember something worth like me is hard to get. I just hopes you to be more patient, confident, happy & don't give up easily... And one day, I promise all your effort towards me will be paid off..

p/s ; Yeahh,and finally, don't forget to face me everyday with a BIG SMILE =D

Sincerely,

Life..

Kata Hikmah

Pesanan Luqman kepada anaknya, “Sepanjang hidupku, aku hanya memilih 8 kalimah dari pusaka para Nabi yang lalu iaitu :-)

a. Apabila engkau sedang solat kepada Allah s. w. t. maka jagalah baik- baik fikiranmu.
b. Apabila engkau berada di rumah orang lain, maka jagailah pandanganmu.
c. Apabila engkau berada di tengah-tengah majlis maka jagalah lidah mu.
d. Apabila engkau hadir dalam jamuan makan maka jagalah perangai mu.
e. Ingat kepada Allah s. w. t.
f. Lupakan budi baik mu pada orang lain.
g. Lupakan semua kesalahan orang lain terhadapmu.
h. Ingat kepada mati

Beautiful, is she, who loves for the sake of Allah.
Beautiful, is she, who walks in humility. 
Beautiful, is she, who strives for piety. 
Beautiful, is she, who aims for the stars. 
Beautiful, is she, who loves to learn. 
True beauty comes not from her appearance but rather comes from within. 
Beautiful, is her mind, heart, and soul.

And He gave you from all you asked of Him. And if you should count the favor of Allah, you could not enumerate them. Indeed, mankind is [generally] most unjust and ungrateful.

*all this beautiful words had been copy&paste from http://praise-allah.tumblr.com/

A silence..

Sometimes it takes a large effort to said what you feel inside...For me, its takes a thousand effort to just speak what i think, felt and wish, there a times where i used to say nothings and be silence. And, I just hoping that you people would not judging me. Its not that I refused to talk to you, be ignorant or arrogant. There just a times my mouth find it so difficult to speak out what my mind think & what my heart felt. I only hopes people would ask me something & would not give up on me.


p/s : if I speak to you, I only hopes that you know it take lot of effort for me to do it...

Iamnotalone.

Pernah x perkara seperti dibawah ni terjadi ALWAYS kat anda :
1. Bukak FB tapi notification 0.bukak fb pun xde apa2.bukak xbukak sama je.tu pun kalau ada bukan berkaitan dengan diri sendiri
2. Handphone jarang berbunyi,xada orang mesej, xpela x hot..


Urghhhhhhh..waktu tu kita mesti rasa hmmm,lonelynya life... Even ada ramai kawan pun tapi kadang2 kita still susah nak escape dari perasaan/ rasa loneliness. Tapi, pernah x kita dengar orang meninggal simply because xda org nak mesej dia??.hmmm..


Adakah merasa lonely ini satu perasaan yang sangat teruk?
Nope, its an escape to everyone.Its a time for urself to feel free & enjoy.


Sebab apa kita masih merasa lonely even kita ada ramai kawan yg care disekeliling?
Sebab waktu kita dengan kawan kita, kita fikir macam2 benda yg x menggembirakan, kita terlalu berfikir suppose kita just patut buat lawak & gelak sampai guling2..hehe.


Actually, being alone memberi banyak peluang untuk kita care tentang diri kita spt :

• Tengok muka kita kt cermin, scrub muka,picit2 jerawat.
• Mengingati Allah s.w.t.
• Beri peluang kepada kita untuk care tentang penjagaan diri spt scrub badan, scrub muka etc.
• STUDY!!
• Muhasabah diri
• Layan movie, lagu-lagu feveret kita :)
• Do ur pleasure things that u love but none of ur friends like to do :)
• Basuh baju wangi2, iron baju..
• Maen game.
• Guling2 atas katil..

Main things is; tak kisah la xda orang nak mesej ke, notification kt fb 0 or ada pun bukan pasal kita,or invitation to FARMVILLE ke.hehe.Tapi macam mana kita enjoy & live every moment in our life no matter  moment ketika kita lonely ke atau moment bersama kawan tu yg penting...

So smile because you worth it!!

Beautifuul Words~

• Everything happens for a reason. People change so that u can learn to let go & things go wrong so that u appreciate them when they're right...
• It's hard to wait for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want...
• When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life a thousand reasons to smile...
• Sometimes it is easier to smile even if you're hurting inside, than to explain why you're sad.
• Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you leave, stay.
• In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited too long to make.
• Before you give up, think of the reason why you held on for so long.
• Life is too short to waste one single second with someone who doesn’t appreciate and value you
• Just because I let you go, It doesn't mean that I wanted to.
• Sometimes it’s easier to pretend you don’t care, than to admit it’s killing you.
• Never give up on something you really want. It’s difficult to wait, but more difficult to regret.
• Don't cry over the past, it's gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make it beautiful.
• Love isnt who you can see yourself with. It's who you can't see yourself without.
• Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.
• Keep your head high, keep your chin up & most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about.
• Sometimes, when you give up on someone, it’s not because you don’t care anymore. It's because you realize that they don’t.
• Allah is working things out for you, even when you don't feel it. Have faith and be thankful...
• If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back...
• Don't blame me for walking away when you never even asked me to stay...

Ayah, We always love you..

''Ayah never give us all we wanted, but he always give us all we needed'
Sapalah aku tanpa ayah..Ayahlah yang banyak membantuku setelah sekian lama..Ayah lah the main reason aku x pernah give up dalam hidup ni..Kalau ayah xdak aku x mungkin dapat hidup senang selama ni  Ayahlah orang yang x pernah failed drive untuk amik dan hantar aku belajar selama ni...Tanpa merungut dan mengharapkan apa-apa balasan dari kami...Ayahlah orang yang sangat gembira bila kami berjaya dan selalu berusaha untuk melihat kami hidup dalam keadaan yang sebaik mungkin.

Ayah, Thank You..

Mungkin ibu lbh kerap menelefon utk menanyakan keadaan kita setiap hari..Tp tahukah kita, sebenar nya ayah lah yg mengingatkan ibu utk menelefon kita?

Semasa kecil, ibu lah yg lebih sering mendukung kita..Tp tahukah kita bhw sebaik saja ayah pulang bekerja dgn wajah yg letih ayahlah slalu menanyakan apa yg kita lakukan seharian ?

Saat kita sakit@demam, ayah sering membentak "sudah diberitahu! jgn minum ais!".Tp tahukah kamu bahwa ayah sangat risau.??

Ketika kita remaja, kita meminta izin untk keluar malam. Ayah dgn tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"..Sedarkah kita bhw ayah hanya ingin menjaga kita? Krn bagi ayah, kita adlh sesuatu yg sangat berharga.

Saat kita sudah d percayai, ayah pun melonggarkan peraturannya. Maka kita telah melangar kpercayaan nya...Maka ayah lah yg setia menunggu kita di ruang tamu dgn rasa sangat risau..

Setelah kita dewasa,ayah telah mghantar kita ke sekolah@kolej untuk belajar..

Di saat kita memerlukan ini-itu, utk keperluan kuliah kita, ayah hanya mengerutkan dahi.tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya..Saat kamu berjaya..Ayah adlh org pertama yg berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu..Ayah akan tersenyum dngan bangga..

Sampai ketika jodoh kita telah datang dan meminta izin untuk mengambil kita dari ayah..Ayah sangat berhati-hati mengizinkan nya..Dan akhirnya..Saat ayah melihat kita duduk di atas plamin bersama pasangan nya..ayahpun tersenyum bahagia..

Apa kita tahu,bhw ayah sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?

Ayah menangis krn ayah sangat bahagia..Dan diapun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik..Bahagiakan lah putra putri kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya"..

Setelah itu ayah hanya akan menunggu kedatangan kita brsma cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg utk menjenguk..Dengan rambut yg memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat untuk menjaga kita..

* mungkin ramai yang tidak kisah akan kasih sayang seorang ayah ataupun redhanya... saat kita exam, adakah kita akan meminta ayah mendoakan kita. kebanyakannya akan meminta doa seorang ibu.

* sedalam dalam hati ayah, ada perasaan mahu melakukan yang terbaik untuk ahli keluarganya.

* answer me, siapa lelaki terbaik yang pernah hidup dalam hidup kalian? yang sanggup berkorban duit, sanggup melukakan dirinya untuk kalian...♥(copypaste)